Dejé la última galleta para tí.

Me levanté.. le pedí nuevamente al despertador 15 minutos más, me los regaló.. dudé en ir a la escuela, no me quería levantar, la noche anterior fué desastrosa.
Intentaba dormir mientras pensaba en tí, no sé que te decía.. ni mucho menos que te leía, ya estaba muy cansada pero sabía que si no dormía sin decir te quiero no podría dormir bien.
Entre sueños, medio despertaba te pensaba y me volvía a dormir.. el frío ya no me importaba,dejó de ser así.. luego escuché algo.. lo ví y.. seguido me quedé dormida.
Sueño-tú-sueño-tú-sueño-sueño-sueño.. y el sueño me venció.

A la mañana siguiente decidí levantarme 30 minutos después, me costó trabajo.
Reaccioné y la noche anterior no te dije que te queria.. almenos no en vida real(porque a decir verdad lo soñé).. pretendí seguir mi día.. animada (sin saber de tí) pero costaba trabajo.. y de repente te apareces.. y me llené de energía.. animas mi día!.

Se hace tarde..

" ¿QUE? se vale imaginar que quizás tu también sientas algo por mí..
y esque.. si estoy enfrente de tí.. no puedo controlarme. .. si estoy enfrente de tí... te beso"

" Labios que me gusta besar dificilmente los voy a dejar"

50 questions that will free your mind

1.How old would you be if you didn’t know how old you are? 20 something
2.Which is worse, failing or never trying? never trying
3.If life is so short, why do we do so many things we don’t like and like so many things we don’t do? cos we've gotta be prepared to do all type of things, there are things that we hate doing but at the ends.. it might worth it.
4.When it’s all said and done, will you have said more than you’ve done? most of the times.. yep. it's more what is said than what's done.
5.What is the one thing you’d most like to change about the world? minds

6.If happiness was the national currency, what kind of work would make you rich? taking pictures & kids
7.Are you doing what you believe in, or are you settling for what you are doing?
8.If the average human life span was 40 years, how would you live your life differently?
9.To what degree have you actually controlled the course your life has taken? 60% I know most of the things i've done had lead me where i'm right now
10.Are you more worried about doing things right, or doing the right things?

11.You’re having lunch with three people you respect and admire. They all start criticizing a close friend of yours, not knowing she is your friend. The criticism is distasteful and unjustified. What do you do? I'd just say that it's not ok to be criticising someone behind their back.. and it would be even worst not knowing the person you're judging.
12.If you could offer a newborn child only one piece of advice, what would it be? Let your smile come from your heart. pay attention to each one of your senses.

13.Would you break the law to save a loved one? i love breaking rules, but not killing people
14.Have you ever seen insanity where you later saw creativity? Yep.. my creativity moments are the most insane clicks
15.What’s something you know you do differently than most people? trying

16.How come the things that make you happy don’t make everyone happy?
17.What one thing have you not done that you really want to do? What’s holding you back? The present is holding me back actually. im ok with everything im doing by the moment & i dont feel holding back

18.Are you holding onto something you need to let go of? yep. but i'm working on it
19.If you had to move to a state or country besides the one you currently live in, where would you move and why? State.. mexico perhaps! & Country.. us.. cos' i can find more opportunities over there!
20.Do you push the elevator button more than once? Do you really believe it makes the elevator faster? I push it a couple of times just to make it funny
21.Would you rather be a worried genius or a joyful simpleton? joyful simpleton.
22.Why are you, you? i am me because that's what i want me to be..cause i'0m happy and cos that's the only thing i know how to do it..,(without other people knowing how i do it!)

23.Have you been the kind of friend you want as a friend? .. sometimes
24.Which is worse, when a good friend moves away, or losing touch with a good friend who lives right near you? losing touch with a good friend who lives right near you
25.What are you most grateful for? living (God)
26.Would you rather lose all of your old memories, or never be able to make new ones? losing old memories could be funnier... that's the only way i can keep it simple without bad thoughts, prejudgments and pain. like when we were kids.. we didnt care about anything.. the more you know.. can become worst!
27.Is is possible to know the truth without challenging it first? i think you have to face it before you know it.
28.Has your greatest fear ever come true? nope.. the worst things that have happened to me.. i never though bout em before!
29.Do you remember that time 5 years ago when you were extremely upset? Does it really matter now? nope.. not at all
30.What is your happiest childhood memory? What makes it so special? painting my house walls with crayons.. makes me feel .. free
31.At what time in your recent past have you felt most passionate and alive? whenever im taking pictures.
32.If not now, then when? it is now. :)
33.If you haven’t achieved it yet, what do you have to lose? nothing.. i just have to invest time and energy n_n
34.Have you ever been with someone, said nothing, and walked away feeling like you just had the best conversation ever? YUP!
35.Why do religions that support love cause so many wars? religion enslave people

36.Is it possible to know, without a doubt, what is good and what is evil? good is when you do something from the bottom of your heart.. and evil is when you do it with the worst brained intentions
37.If you just won a million dollars, would you quit your job? nope
38.Would you rather have less work to do, or more work you actually enjoy doing? more work i enjoy doing
39.Do you feel like you’ve lived this day a hundred times before? a hundred no.. perhaps a couple of times.
40.When was the last time you marched into the dark with only the soft glow of an idea you strongly believed in? this is the first one.
41.If you knew that everyone you know was going to die tomorrow, who would you visit today? the ones i've got to say something to.
42.Would you be willing to reduce your life expectancy by 10 years to become extremely attractive or famous? if being famous is being known for what i do best.. ok.
43.What is the difference between being alive and truly living? truly living is feeling life
44.When is it time to stop calculating risk and rewards, and just go ahead and do what you know is right? when you feel safe on the next step you're goint to make
45.If we learn from our mistakes, why are we always so afraid to make a mistake? cos you can get hurt
46.What would you do differently if you knew nobody would judge you?making of decisions something beautiful
47.When was the last time you noticed the sound of your own breathing? yesterday
48.What do you love? Have any of your recent actions openly expressed this love? i love..to sleep, talking to people i care, making someone happy, listening to music, taking pictures, looking at the sky, shouting my favorite song, smiling!, making compliments.. living life..saying what i really feel.
49.In 5 years from now, will you remember what you did yesterday? What about the day before that? Or the day before that? maybe not what i did but what i thought
50.Decisions are being made right now. The question is: Are you making them for yourself, or are you letting others make them for you? I'm taking my own decisions!

Cuando es momento de extrañarte?

Han pasado los días y ha de parecer que en algún momento no me importo, no fué así.. simplemente no quise prestarle -demasiada-importancia a la importancia que tengo
(sí, algo así como querer esconderla sin que tu lo supieras)

Llegaste de un momento a otro, comenzaste a aparecerte y de repente allí estabas,esos pequeños detalles, los largos momentos,uno que otro beso, dos que tres mordidas y todos los cigarros involucrados fueron los que comenzaron a darle sentido a todo lo que hoy quiero decir.

Sí, ya sé, pasaron los días, quizás me apendejé.. quizás nunca te dije nada, quizás solo te escuchaba y te quería responder con algo ¿sensato? ¿coherente? sí, ya sabes.. tenía miedo, creo que nunca te lo dije, ahora ya lo sabes.
Jamás olvidaré cuando hablaste de tu sentir aquellas noches de alcohol, creeme, las tengo tan guardadas como aquella vez que me enojé contigo por primera vez.(:$)

No, no fué indiferencia, quien sabe que chingaos fué.. ahora siento que ya hasta se me volteó como te lo dije alguna vez.

Te diré todo lo que no soy.. soy una persona que se ha vuelto difícil ante sentimientos, callada , extraña y si tu quieres hasta aburrida, pero creeme.. si algo he logrado decifrar ante mis sentimientos, lo he gritado a los cuatro vientos y hasta me emociona sentirme normal con el hecho de decirte..

- Te Extraño -

(sí, todo ésto para solo ésto )

"Hay" algo en ese chico que me invita a pensar..

Arruinar ésto sería lo peor de mi vida, porque TÚ eres lo mejor de ella..

Te Amo.., estoy contigo, eres tú..

¿qué más puedo pedir?

Eres mi número 1.

y siempre será así

Hey..

Que ser querido y no poder sentir...

Y con ésta canción comenzó la noche que sé que nunca olvidaré pero que con trabajos logro recordar..